Losing

After a day wasted in school..i was feelin bad tat i didn gain anythin frm the lesson 2dae..And i realized tat i didn even take the effort to open the Problem Statement for the day!..i was jus not motivated to study nor was i be able to focus...Feelin a little fucked type from some incidents..i was jus not in the state to study..was jus chattin wif Maya D'Souza the whole day and just lepakin..It can be jus written off as a day wasted in school!..

I jus seem to lose the plot...i jus feel like giving up...I jus dont feel motivated to do well..Even though its nice to see my grades being constant this semester..the performance i gave in the last two lessons i attended realli wasn't up to satisfactory..and it jus seem that it can worsen...

Lookin around me..most of them have taken their studies seriousli except for few..Havin to face alot of obstacles..i am jus not in the right state to have a positive approach or studies..I jus seem to lose alot of support..Luckily there are some kind souls who realli do understand my situation and i am thankful for that..

All I jus need is some counsellin now..
This is a dark period of my life with jus some glimpses of brightness in the form of some good souls..but the point rite now is tat...


I am just LOSING!..