Chao Class

Bananas for Peranakan Monkey...

So for the second time in this semester i left class half way..The first time came in the first week of the lesson. However that was an emergency and somethin tat was important.I don't regret leaving for that. However today was a different situation. I still wondering whether if i had stayed through out i would have maintain my good string of grades.To get 8 Bs and 1 C in 9 lessons was somethin that i dreamt off and i was acually kinda happy that at least this semester i am proving consistency.The 1 C was a result of leaving class half way through.

Coming back to today, i still feelin the pain of losing a good grade. Coming to school today in the mornin was very very different from me. Walkin to school without the usual gang of Kavitha, Reena, Rubini, Ahil and Kamini made me feel lonely..Looking at the current situation and the mess that i have made, i realli losed my motivation to attend school..I realized that i was walkin extremeli slow today as my pace dropped..alot of people whu were way back me overtook me as i jus put on the "i-need-some-breathin-space" reaction..

Thinkin of alot of issues and confusing myself...i was jus nt myself..In class i wasn't able to concentrate as i was jus thinkin and thinkin..and one look at the MSN contact list jus made me feel that i should be at home..Jaya..Muhes..Ahil wasn't in school..Dinmak wasn't in class..and onli 1 thought was in my mind..."Pack up ur bag and leave"...and i jus did tat..

Ahil called me to his house..Tat was a good morale booster..We were laughin out..Playin around and disturbin Kamini in Facebook and MSN..and i did feel better..Thanks Mike!!...

and now i am in front of the laptop...back to square one...jus regrettin everythin that is happenin now..the question in my mind now ..

WHERE THE HELL IS PEACE???