Stress Out!

I am kinda obsess wif my future now...mayb..time is showin me to giv some serious thoughts abt my life...I think so...I dunno wat i am doin nowdaes..Seriousli..its gettin frm bad to worse..Ya..i m jus 17+ year old tis yr..its actualli the age to enjoy coz for we guys..we jus got 2 bloody more years to enjoy before we go the NS..and once we are back from NS...its time to find a stable job..and time will tell the answer for the rest of the time...but then..the thought tat keeps hauntin me is : "Am i in the rite track?"

Hopefulli..the answer is yes...I jus saw my results for my Semester 2...i wasn surprise..
GPA: 1.9..i knoe its the 'reward' for the times i slacked..played a fool..chao class for fun..but then when i was doin this things..i didn realize it..but now..seein tat i jus got 1.9 as my GPA for my semester 2 is a little disheartning to me..But it teached me a new thing..i hav made up my mind..i hav to do my best for the rest of my Poly Life if i wanna enjoy the life i wan..

Lookin at everyone arnd me..i start to realize..i m left out a little..but then..its nt my mistake..its the different perspectives in the life between people tat resulted in a weird situation now tat is leadin to alot of miscommunications..not to forget..misunderstandins too...

and now..the biggest problem..i am daydreamin alot!..it is like..i m realli being obsess wif music nowdaes and wateva song i listen..my mind automatically makes up a scenario..which is like kinda irritatin..its like i m nt in charge of my own mind..WTF?...

Its realli worryin tat i m nt being my normal self..time to do some Soul Searchin?..

Prehaps...unfortunately ya...