Life for now!..

After a dreaded Thaipusam..outside my hse!

Phew..after such a long break i m back to bloggin after i got a day off..so i jus decided to do a review on how my life is for now..

Yeayee!..i realli increased my social circle of frens after workin at gantry..Realli alot of them..mayb more than 20?..haha..and a person i m realli close to at workplace is Vimala whu will be soon quitin her job to adjust to her marriage..and not to forget..Balan too..and we always hav fun gossipin..and chattin abt gals..haha..cool..

and i hav to admit..i hav let myself down by not pursin my target..coz of the work commitments..another reason for not pursin my target is the sudden desire for food..i started to eat alot..and i m anot even exercisin to burn down the fats..WTH!..i hav started to become very tired and even went lost alot of precious sleep..as a result i m not goin to gym..meet frens..or even come online and blog.. but i am happi wif tis lifestyle as i feel matured now..a sense of responsibility..a sudden wish to study well..mayb i m startin to grow up?..haha..mayb..

Talkin abt being matured..i jus realized..tis year i am 18!!!...Even though its quite pleasant to know tat i m reachin legal age..the worryin part is tat..i m gettin old!..another 10 more years..i wuld be old enuf and will be turnin to an uncle!..wth!..when we r young we always wish to grow up..but when we realli start to grow up..we start to realize tat it isn a easy job to face growin up issues..

As we grow up..more responsibility comes and more problems come..Relationship.. money.. family..dreams..studies..career..future!..oh my goodness..STRESS!!!!!!

ok...i knoe i m realli gettin into u guys nerves by being a paranoid here..so lets look at positive things...and 1 positive thing i hav doin now is...............discoverin myself..i hav jus discovered tat i m actualli a more open kind of person..i start to smile alot and even smile properly..talk openli and i hav discovered tat my 2 special frens whu has gav me an identity tat 'Tis is MY fren Anand frm Northland Sec' still haven 4get me...and i m a happi boi now..leadin a pleasant life..i oso did some changes to my appeareance and i luv the way i am now..

The best part of changin appearance is tat it makes me look like a Malay boi and Uncles whu come to Sentosa talk to me in Malay..Banglahs and Indian contractors whu come ther talk to me in a very weird language which they proclaim as English..Hahahaha!..They oso think i am a different race guy!..Haha..weird ppl!...haha..Even all the gantry staffs thought i was a Malay boi or an Indian Muslim boi until they saw me communicatin in tamil to Balan..

and tats it 4 now..I am jus enjoyin a great peaceful life wif jus work in mind always..of coz my targets r still in my mind and i wuld work towards them soon..

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!