Stress Out!

I am kinda obsess wif my future now...mayb..time is showin me to giv some serious thoughts abt my life...I think so...I dunno wat i am doin nowdaes..Seriousli..its gettin frm bad to worse..Ya..i m jus 17+ year old tis yr..its actualli the age to enjoy coz for we guys..we jus got 2 bloody more years to enjoy before we go the NS..and once we are back from NS...its time to find a stable job..and time will tell the answer for the rest of the time...but then..the thought tat keeps hauntin me is : "Am i in the rite track?"

Hopefulli..the answer is yes...I jus saw my results for my Semester 2...i wasn surprise..
GPA: 1.9..i knoe its the 'reward' for the times i slacked..played a fool..chao class for fun..but then when i was doin this things..i didn realize it..but now..seein tat i jus got 1.9 as my GPA for my semester 2 is a little disheartning to me..But it teached me a new thing..i hav made up my mind..i hav to do my best for the rest of my Poly Life if i wanna enjoy the life i wan..

Lookin at everyone arnd me..i start to realize..i m left out a little..but then..its nt my mistake..its the different perspectives in the life between people tat resulted in a weird situation now tat is leadin to alot of miscommunications..not to forget..misunderstandins too...

and now..the biggest problem..i am daydreamin alot!..it is like..i m realli being obsess wif music nowdaes and wateva song i listen..my mind automatically makes up a scenario..which is like kinda irritatin..its like i m nt in charge of my own mind..WTF?...

Its realli worryin tat i m nt being my normal self..time to do some Soul Searchin?..

Prehaps...unfortunately ya...

Changes...

So i am back to bloggin..even though ther is a single thing in the world tat inspired me to blog..i jus wanna update for the sake of updatin!...

I jus realized tat tis holidaes realli bring in alot of changes to me..my environment..my social life and i culd jus go on braggin..Lookin back at the past and the present..i jus realize onli some things r genuine while most of the things r kinda temporary..and i m quite contented to know i m making the rite decision..

My current situation is gd and bad the same time..Gd coz i m enjoyin my life..no distractions..no studies..no relationships..Its the ideal kind of lifestyle for me.. Onli LOVING frens..whu always gives me a kol every single day to check out how i am..CARING frens whu takes the extra mile to organize a meetin so tat EVERY single person comes for the get together..KIND frens whu apologize when a dreaded mistake took place..SPECIAL frens whu dones even forget me when i am not even wif them at times always helpin me out..I can jus keep continuing goin on and on..Tis is the kind of Frenship every person seeks for and i am lucki to hav tat...Our New Legacy Mikesss!!!

and ya..of coz abt me..i m extremeli worried abt the changin colour tone of my skin..I m oready quite dark..and now..i m so dark tat all those whu saw me after jus 2 weeks tol me.."Y r u so dark?"..and it left me wonderin how m i goin to be more fairer...mayb i shuld try out Fair & Lovely..Mens 1 of coz...lol..

and ya.i did gain alot of weight,..largely Thanx to the numerous Carrot Cakes.. Kway Teow Goreng and Prawn Sambal wif white rice tat i whack when i hav my breaks..hopefulli i start to lose off and burn some fats before school starts..

ok..tats long enuf..byeeeee!..

Life for now!..

After a dreaded Thaipusam..outside my hse!

Phew..after such a long break i m back to bloggin after i got a day off..so i jus decided to do a review on how my life is for now..

Yeayee!..i realli increased my social circle of frens after workin at gantry..Realli alot of them..mayb more than 20?..haha..and a person i m realli close to at workplace is Vimala whu will be soon quitin her job to adjust to her marriage..and not to forget..Balan too..and we always hav fun gossipin..and chattin abt gals..haha..cool..

and i hav to admit..i hav let myself down by not pursin my target..coz of the work commitments..another reason for not pursin my target is the sudden desire for food..i started to eat alot..and i m anot even exercisin to burn down the fats..WTH!..i hav started to become very tired and even went lost alot of precious sleep..as a result i m not goin to gym..meet frens..or even come online and blog.. but i am happi wif tis lifestyle as i feel matured now..a sense of responsibility..a sudden wish to study well..mayb i m startin to grow up?..haha..mayb..

Talkin abt being matured..i jus realized..tis year i am 18!!!...Even though its quite pleasant to know tat i m reachin legal age..the worryin part is tat..i m gettin old!..another 10 more years..i wuld be old enuf and will be turnin to an uncle!..wth!..when we r young we always wish to grow up..but when we realli start to grow up..we start to realize tat it isn a easy job to face growin up issues..

As we grow up..more responsibility comes and more problems come..Relationship.. money.. family..dreams..studies..career..future!..oh my goodness..STRESS!!!!!!

ok...i knoe i m realli gettin into u guys nerves by being a paranoid here..so lets look at positive things...and 1 positive thing i hav doin now is...............discoverin myself..i hav jus discovered tat i m actualli a more open kind of person..i start to smile alot and even smile properly..talk openli and i hav discovered tat my 2 special frens whu has gav me an identity tat 'Tis is MY fren Anand frm Northland Sec' still haven 4get me...and i m a happi boi now..leadin a pleasant life..i oso did some changes to my appeareance and i luv the way i am now..

The best part of changin appearance is tat it makes me look like a Malay boi and Uncles whu come to Sentosa talk to me in Malay..Banglahs and Indian contractors whu come ther talk to me in a very weird language which they proclaim as English..Hahahaha!..They oso think i am a different race guy!..Haha..weird ppl!...haha..Even all the gantry staffs thought i was a Malay boi or an Indian Muslim boi until they saw me communicatin in tamil to Balan..

and tats it 4 now..I am jus enjoyin a great peaceful life wif jus work in mind always..of coz my targets r still in my mind and i wuld work towards them soon..

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

SenTosa Gantry

After some interval..i m back to bloggin again..and i hav to admit..i m startin to enjoy my job at last..workin ther is fun at times..Haha..but its difficult..howeva it is the job's difficulty tat makes it interesting..Of coz i managed to increase my circulation of frens..let me giv some intro of some of them..

Sharifah: Hmm..The onli person i m realli very close to..Indian-muslim..a very gd listener..a person whu can read me well..quite a gd fren whu at times get stress when feel the very least amount of pressure.. funny character..

Ros: Hahaha..one of the most funniest loudest person over ther..Whu kols me "tapered" becoz i wear tapered jeans..Very very gd joker and a person whu understand teenagers even though she is in her early 30s..Whu always disturb me askin me to go clubbin..and break my virginity..Haha.."Apa lah Ros!"..haha..

Aminah: Ok..The extremely loudest 1..a gal whu got indian features but a person whu luvs Malay language so much until she communicate Malay mostly..same age as me and she kols me they "Stylo" boy as i always come in different styles everydae..She today was tellin me tat i always change my style every single day..hairstyle..the way i walk..they way i talk..haha..another person whu bullies me when i react very blurly!..haha..

Fatin: Ok..Another member of the ROS-AMINAH combo..tis 3 gals makes 1 grp.. She kols me "Baby"!!..WTH!..and i still haven find out the reason y she kols me tat way..haha..A well known tom-boy and hav a very big temperament..but to me..she is still gd and often bully me!..and was tellin me tat i look a combo of half gay and half psycho coz i wear tapered jeans and hav a face cut like a retarded..haha..

Azhlan: The 1 wif alot of advises..a very gd thinker and welcome ppl easily makin them feel gd..very clever and and alwasy help me when i get into trouble.. He too understands my problem ther and always giv useful ideas..

Vimala: The 1 whu i thought very arrogant..but she isn bad..its jus tat her personality is like tat..At times she dont smile but then..she isn such a bad character too..Quite pretty too..lol..

Balan: A very skilled worker..professional in his job and clever too..he can easily handle the guests and help them at times..very funny and jovial..workin wif him is extremely fun..

Rahman & Hazim: The typical malay boys kind..interestin and the latter is a more direct person..rahman is more of quieter but capable of being the funny and loud guy..

Prakash: Another Malaysian ther..very direct and speaks alot of bad words.. haha..it was fun when i was under him for the 1st day..both of us were usin so much of bad words..haha..coolios!

The in-charges - Siva..Diva..Letchmi : All nice ppl esp Diva whu always help me and guide me thru..Siva is at times work work oriented but a great charcater too..Letchmi is always is work oriented to me..nvr she talks abt person stuffs to me..

Of coz ther is Suzie and Ammalina whu i manage to get along very easily and whu establish a great relationship wif me..fun ppl ther r..esp Suzie the more louder of the two..and ya nt to forget Reena..the soccer star of the female Spore team..and tis 3 kols me the "emo boy" as i most of the time quiet and confined to myself..

Tats actualli a very long intro..ok..time to sleep!..byeeeeeee!!