The Lousy Feelings

Its time for me again to feel the kind of feelings which tries to make me feel down and lousy; Lousy feelings...

First of all..i shall send my condolences to Oswind..Take care brother..we will be there for you always..:)

and now back to my point..yeap..i seriousli feel very down and lousy today...i think all the guys knoe why i was like tat..most of them understand except for Jaya..as usual he poked fun at me even though knowing that it is something not to be laughed at..However i don feel angry about it as it is his character and i know he did not mean any harm..

I cannot stand the sight..seriousli..i felt like i shouldn't be there!..i felt like digging a hole in the ground and bury myself inside till everyone leaves..Seriousli it is the most fucked typed feeling..shit..i guess i need to really take some serious decisions for myself..i have given myself enough time to think about it and i think i need to make a sound decision before it goes beyond control..I dunno why people tend to laugh over such serious issues especially if one is really not having a good time over it..Put urself in their shoes and you will know that you can never fit exactly into it..

i am awaiting for the right time to bid my goodbye..but then..its for everyone's good..


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P.S: This is NOT an emo post!