Flaring Tempers

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It is jus so easy to irritate me nowdaes tat my gantry staffs hav noticed how easily i get angry and burst!..and there are kinda worried abt it as it can lead to me being fired..to make sure tat i am still ok..they are checkin on me everytime whether i am ok..Especialli Aminah whu every few minutes will ask me whether i m doin fine and make sure tat i am doin well..Thank you guys but i do think tat sooner or later i will be fired from sentosa for my outbursts and big arguments wif guests..

I jus get angry so easily nowdaes tat i get into tangles wif unreasonable guests whu behave like some stupid people from a new world..No matter how much we try to explain the procedures we gotta follow at gantry, they wants it their way..and even when we try to help them by closin our eyes at times, they still sulk..and on the other hand some persistin personal problems tat i am facing prevents me from controlin my emotions..and as a result..it leads to big arguments wif guests..i accept tat its my fault at times but i dont start..

and tis past week..i had to send in alot of reports to my in-charge which isn a great thing..so much of complaints would hav been filed against me by guests as there was alot of difficult situation..and in 1 situation my in-charge hav to rush down to stop the situation from escalating to a fight as a contractor and i had a very big argument until i used a vulgar word on him..and the in-charge had to be wif me for the next 20mins to make sure i would not burst again..

and yesterdae..it almost became a fight when the guest came out from the car and placed his hands in a way as if he is offerin me to fight..i would hav seriousli given it a thought if not for Kumar who cooled me down even though he and i was unhappi wif tat guest too..it was him who had probs wif the guest and when i went to make sure everythin is goin fine..the guest scolded me wifout any reason..he was unhappi for payin $2 for the vehicle..Jus a bloody $2..and he can even tell me "What the fuck you want??..don't raise your voice...i am payin ok!!"..

and i jus felt like takin out my wallet and throw a $2 note at his face and say "I paid for you fucker!"...and the main thing..he didn pay me..it is Sentosa who is payin for me...Can drive a Lancer but jus so difficult for him to give a $2..he later drived off when he see he was outnumbered by us as every single staff was starin at him..and my another in-charged had to come and cool me down...he oso dunno wat 2 do as he saw me fumin...

I hav to and check tomorrow how many complaints hav been lodged against me by guests..the onli consolation i have is tat i didn start the problems and my colleagues were there to witness every single thing tat had happened..

as for now..all i can tell..i m jus goin my way..no-one to disturb and interfere..............