Gantorians

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Its official...i hav lost my interest in my current job...thanx to the stupid management...Kumar has oready informed the in-charges tat he is quitin soon...His reason...The Executive Officer...Vasugi!!!...I cant blame him..3 complaints against him in jus 4 days...and all because he did his job...Its very irritatin to know that Vasugi jus sides the guests even without investigating wat had happened..and a fuming Kumar told me how he hated the supervision of Vasugi and planned to tell her off before he quit the job..

and i myself who had long term plans to work at sentosa have lost my mood after an 1hr long discussion with Vasugi who at 1 point of time said.."I don't need this kind of staffs at gantry if they aren't goin to understand anythin"...right into my face..and i jus felt like throwin the walkie which was on the table at her face..she wanted to know what happened in a recent case that Kumar and i was involved..The fuckin guest write in a very big report framin Kumar....and as i was involved in the case she koled me and discussed and that bitch realli got into my nerves with a nonsensical arguments and accusations which i tried to explain but in vain...she jus doesn understand and can accuse me of being defensive...

She all the way was sidin the guest and can even tell me.."I am not goin to buy ur stories"...then for wat fuck she wanted me to answer her questions when she isn't goin to listen to my point of view...at the end of the discussion she said she didn wanted my point of view and onli will pay attention to guest point of view...and i was realli fumin so mad that i realli gave her the sacarstic smile when she said we gotta take it as experience...and tat was what i was clearin tellin that sucker...and her moral of the incident..."Never assist ur peers..."...WTF!...and when she felt that it sounded stupid...she added on after a pause..".......when the situation is bad"...

Doesn't that sound a little cranky?...
Never help when the situation is bad?...she got the cheek to add on tat..."Help when the situation seems positive..."...Thats realli like so stupid...Of coz when there isn't any problem..we no need to help our frens...Once again, that realli shows the gantry staffs tat she isn't qualified for her position of an Executive Officer...

and what am i goin to do about it?
Goin to write a complaint to the manager of Sentosa and get the Gantorians signatures who hate Vasugi's management..and the best part..80% of the gantorians hate Vasugi...includin her own cousin brothers who realli got pissed off wif Vasugi's antics..They are the one who prompted me write a letter and tats what i am goin to do...

& it will be Soon.......................

Flaring Tempers

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It is jus so easy to irritate me nowdaes tat my gantry staffs hav noticed how easily i get angry and burst!..and there are kinda worried abt it as it can lead to me being fired..to make sure tat i am still ok..they are checkin on me everytime whether i am ok..Especialli Aminah whu every few minutes will ask me whether i m doin fine and make sure tat i am doin well..Thank you guys but i do think tat sooner or later i will be fired from sentosa for my outbursts and big arguments wif guests..

I jus get angry so easily nowdaes tat i get into tangles wif unreasonable guests whu behave like some stupid people from a new world..No matter how much we try to explain the procedures we gotta follow at gantry, they wants it their way..and even when we try to help them by closin our eyes at times, they still sulk..and on the other hand some persistin personal problems tat i am facing prevents me from controlin my emotions..and as a result..it leads to big arguments wif guests..i accept tat its my fault at times but i dont start..

and tis past week..i had to send in alot of reports to my in-charge which isn a great thing..so much of complaints would hav been filed against me by guests as there was alot of difficult situation..and in 1 situation my in-charge hav to rush down to stop the situation from escalating to a fight as a contractor and i had a very big argument until i used a vulgar word on him..and the in-charge had to be wif me for the next 20mins to make sure i would not burst again..

and yesterdae..it almost became a fight when the guest came out from the car and placed his hands in a way as if he is offerin me to fight..i would hav seriousli given it a thought if not for Kumar who cooled me down even though he and i was unhappi wif tat guest too..it was him who had probs wif the guest and when i went to make sure everythin is goin fine..the guest scolded me wifout any reason..he was unhappi for payin $2 for the vehicle..Jus a bloody $2..and he can even tell me "What the fuck you want??..don't raise your voice...i am payin ok!!"..

and i jus felt like takin out my wallet and throw a $2 note at his face and say "I paid for you fucker!"...and the main thing..he didn pay me..it is Sentosa who is payin for me...Can drive a Lancer but jus so difficult for him to give a $2..he later drived off when he see he was outnumbered by us as every single staff was starin at him..and my another in-charged had to come and cool me down...he oso dunno wat 2 do as he saw me fumin...

I hav to and check tomorrow how many complaints hav been lodged against me by guests..the onli consolation i have is tat i didn start the problems and my colleagues were there to witness every single thing tat had happened..

as for now..all i can tell..i m jus goin my way..no-one to disturb and interfere..............

Night Shift....

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I was kinda excited to hear tat yesterdae nite i was workin..coz its the 1st time i m goin to work at nite..jus 2 ppl..no in-charges..no Vasugi ther..no one to supervise us..we ourselve control the gantry..the onli irritatin part was tat..we gotta handle cash as the Group Arrival Centre(GAC) wuld be close at nite..its kinda stress coz we mus be realli careful when we handle cash..mus hav the exact amount of cash as stated in the system...and i knoe i am quite weak in maths and i got the tendency to go 'kabra' when i handle cash and calculations..but the prospects of gettin an extra $10 for the night shift and the chance to take long breaks were makin me feel a little more enthusiastic..

So it was me and Saiful who were doing night shift..on Fridays and Saturdays there will be 2 ppl workin..so i was kinda quite relieved tat i got a partner to chat wif..As i expected it was realli relaxin and most of the ppl who come in at nite were not makin big fusses..All was goin fine until Saiful went for break...

Even though we can onli take 1hr break each..Saiful and i planned to take 1.5hrs of break each..So Saiful went for break 1st..he went the pantry which was located a few hundred metres from the gantry while i was in the booth..happily playin PSP..then onli got tis weird incident tat realli made me puzzled..While playin PSP..i look up at my computer screen and got a heart-attack..There was one "COM-Taxi Entry" in the screen and i was shocked coz there wasn any taxi tat went in..and before i clear tat..another "COM-Taxi Entry" tat appeared in the screen!!!!

and by then i was like kinda spooked coz no vehicle went in...i looked arnd and still cant spot any vehicle..to make the matter worst I HEARD A FAINT FEMALE VOICE!!!..and by tat time..i was jus hopin tat if i am fated to see smethin supernatural..i wish i can see smethin less frightenin..but lucki for me..Saiful jus returned back in time and i was extremeli relieved..

and the rest of the nite and early mornin went peacefulli except for some rare appearances of "COM-Taxi Entry" tat appeared another 3 or 4 times...but by tat time i was jus so preapred to jus clear them tat i wasn givin alot of attention to it..oso got tis very interestin grp of indian ppl who came in a normal car..inside the car were 8 ppl squeezed..all Indian ppl..mayb at the age grp of 21-23yrs old..except for the driver..all the ppl inside were drunked..if i not wrong i saw 4 gals and 4 boys..and as usual..it was another sight of typical indians...the driver talked to me in Malay and i jus said..its ok..jus talk to me in Tamil..he then sheepishly grinned and said tat he thought i was a Malay..i jus smiled at him and charged him $18..and then i heard tis voice frm the back of the car..."If i see u outside..i will chop u.."...the driver scolded tat fella in the usual vulgar language and said to me "Sorry bro..tis fuckers whu r my frens drink and kay-siaoin.."...i jus smiled and said.."No prob..."

SOooooo...i can say tat i did enjoyed workin at nite as it was fun..interestin and of coz spooky.. When i told Saiful abt my experiences of the weird "COM-Taxi Entry"...he smiled and gav the "haha...u oso kena oready" reaction...

ok folks..gotta sleep...got work 2moro mornin..gotta wake up at 3:45am for the mornin shift..

...Selemat Malam...

Stress Out!

I am kinda obsess wif my future now...mayb..time is showin me to giv some serious thoughts abt my life...I think so...I dunno wat i am doin nowdaes..Seriousli..its gettin frm bad to worse..Ya..i m jus 17+ year old tis yr..its actualli the age to enjoy coz for we guys..we jus got 2 bloody more years to enjoy before we go the NS..and once we are back from NS...its time to find a stable job..and time will tell the answer for the rest of the time...but then..the thought tat keeps hauntin me is : "Am i in the rite track?"

Hopefulli..the answer is yes...I jus saw my results for my Semester 2...i wasn surprise..
GPA: 1.9..i knoe its the 'reward' for the times i slacked..played a fool..chao class for fun..but then when i was doin this things..i didn realize it..but now..seein tat i jus got 1.9 as my GPA for my semester 2 is a little disheartning to me..But it teached me a new thing..i hav made up my mind..i hav to do my best for the rest of my Poly Life if i wanna enjoy the life i wan..

Lookin at everyone arnd me..i start to realize..i m left out a little..but then..its nt my mistake..its the different perspectives in the life between people tat resulted in a weird situation now tat is leadin to alot of miscommunications..not to forget..misunderstandins too...

and now..the biggest problem..i am daydreamin alot!..it is like..i m realli being obsess wif music nowdaes and wateva song i listen..my mind automatically makes up a scenario..which is like kinda irritatin..its like i m nt in charge of my own mind..WTF?...

Its realli worryin tat i m nt being my normal self..time to do some Soul Searchin?..

Prehaps...unfortunately ya...

Changes...

So i am back to bloggin..even though ther is a single thing in the world tat inspired me to blog..i jus wanna update for the sake of updatin!...

I jus realized tat tis holidaes realli bring in alot of changes to me..my environment..my social life and i culd jus go on braggin..Lookin back at the past and the present..i jus realize onli some things r genuine while most of the things r kinda temporary..and i m quite contented to know i m making the rite decision..

My current situation is gd and bad the same time..Gd coz i m enjoyin my life..no distractions..no studies..no relationships..Its the ideal kind of lifestyle for me.. Onli LOVING frens..whu always gives me a kol every single day to check out how i am..CARING frens whu takes the extra mile to organize a meetin so tat EVERY single person comes for the get together..KIND frens whu apologize when a dreaded mistake took place..SPECIAL frens whu dones even forget me when i am not even wif them at times always helpin me out..I can jus keep continuing goin on and on..Tis is the kind of Frenship every person seeks for and i am lucki to hav tat...Our New Legacy Mikesss!!!

and ya..of coz abt me..i m extremeli worried abt the changin colour tone of my skin..I m oready quite dark..and now..i m so dark tat all those whu saw me after jus 2 weeks tol me.."Y r u so dark?"..and it left me wonderin how m i goin to be more fairer...mayb i shuld try out Fair & Lovely..Mens 1 of coz...lol..

and ya.i did gain alot of weight,..largely Thanx to the numerous Carrot Cakes.. Kway Teow Goreng and Prawn Sambal wif white rice tat i whack when i hav my breaks..hopefulli i start to lose off and burn some fats before school starts..

ok..tats long enuf..byeeeee!..

Life for now!..

After a dreaded Thaipusam..outside my hse!

Phew..after such a long break i m back to bloggin after i got a day off..so i jus decided to do a review on how my life is for now..

Yeayee!..i realli increased my social circle of frens after workin at gantry..Realli alot of them..mayb more than 20?..haha..and a person i m realli close to at workplace is Vimala whu will be soon quitin her job to adjust to her marriage..and not to forget..Balan too..and we always hav fun gossipin..and chattin abt gals..haha..cool..

and i hav to admit..i hav let myself down by not pursin my target..coz of the work commitments..another reason for not pursin my target is the sudden desire for food..i started to eat alot..and i m anot even exercisin to burn down the fats..WTH!..i hav started to become very tired and even went lost alot of precious sleep..as a result i m not goin to gym..meet frens..or even come online and blog.. but i am happi wif tis lifestyle as i feel matured now..a sense of responsibility..a sudden wish to study well..mayb i m startin to grow up?..haha..mayb..

Talkin abt being matured..i jus realized..tis year i am 18!!!...Even though its quite pleasant to know tat i m reachin legal age..the worryin part is tat..i m gettin old!..another 10 more years..i wuld be old enuf and will be turnin to an uncle!..wth!..when we r young we always wish to grow up..but when we realli start to grow up..we start to realize tat it isn a easy job to face growin up issues..

As we grow up..more responsibility comes and more problems come..Relationship.. money.. family..dreams..studies..career..future!..oh my goodness..STRESS!!!!!!

ok...i knoe i m realli gettin into u guys nerves by being a paranoid here..so lets look at positive things...and 1 positive thing i hav doin now is...............discoverin myself..i hav jus discovered tat i m actualli a more open kind of person..i start to smile alot and even smile properly..talk openli and i hav discovered tat my 2 special frens whu has gav me an identity tat 'Tis is MY fren Anand frm Northland Sec' still haven 4get me...and i m a happi boi now..leadin a pleasant life..i oso did some changes to my appeareance and i luv the way i am now..

The best part of changin appearance is tat it makes me look like a Malay boi and Uncles whu come to Sentosa talk to me in Malay..Banglahs and Indian contractors whu come ther talk to me in a very weird language which they proclaim as English..Hahahaha!..They oso think i am a different race guy!..Haha..weird ppl!...haha..Even all the gantry staffs thought i was a Malay boi or an Indian Muslim boi until they saw me communicatin in tamil to Balan..

and tats it 4 now..I am jus enjoyin a great peaceful life wif jus work in mind always..of coz my targets r still in my mind and i wuld work towards them soon..

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

SenTosa Gantry

After some interval..i m back to bloggin again..and i hav to admit..i m startin to enjoy my job at last..workin ther is fun at times..Haha..but its difficult..howeva it is the job's difficulty tat makes it interesting..Of coz i managed to increase my circulation of frens..let me giv some intro of some of them..

Sharifah: Hmm..The onli person i m realli very close to..Indian-muslim..a very gd listener..a person whu can read me well..quite a gd fren whu at times get stress when feel the very least amount of pressure.. funny character..

Ros: Hahaha..one of the most funniest loudest person over ther..Whu kols me "tapered" becoz i wear tapered jeans..Very very gd joker and a person whu understand teenagers even though she is in her early 30s..Whu always disturb me askin me to go clubbin..and break my virginity..Haha.."Apa lah Ros!"..haha..

Aminah: Ok..The extremely loudest 1..a gal whu got indian features but a person whu luvs Malay language so much until she communicate Malay mostly..same age as me and she kols me they "Stylo" boy as i always come in different styles everydae..She today was tellin me tat i always change my style every single day..hairstyle..the way i walk..they way i talk..haha..another person whu bullies me when i react very blurly!..haha..

Fatin: Ok..Another member of the ROS-AMINAH combo..tis 3 gals makes 1 grp.. She kols me "Baby"!!..WTH!..and i still haven find out the reason y she kols me tat way..haha..A well known tom-boy and hav a very big temperament..but to me..she is still gd and often bully me!..and was tellin me tat i look a combo of half gay and half psycho coz i wear tapered jeans and hav a face cut like a retarded..haha..

Azhlan: The 1 wif alot of advises..a very gd thinker and welcome ppl easily makin them feel gd..very clever and and alwasy help me when i get into trouble.. He too understands my problem ther and always giv useful ideas..

Vimala: The 1 whu i thought very arrogant..but she isn bad..its jus tat her personality is like tat..At times she dont smile but then..she isn such a bad character too..Quite pretty too..lol..

Balan: A very skilled worker..professional in his job and clever too..he can easily handle the guests and help them at times..very funny and jovial..workin wif him is extremely fun..

Rahman & Hazim: The typical malay boys kind..interestin and the latter is a more direct person..rahman is more of quieter but capable of being the funny and loud guy..

Prakash: Another Malaysian ther..very direct and speaks alot of bad words.. haha..it was fun when i was under him for the 1st day..both of us were usin so much of bad words..haha..coolios!

The in-charges - Siva..Diva..Letchmi : All nice ppl esp Diva whu always help me and guide me thru..Siva is at times work work oriented but a great charcater too..Letchmi is always is work oriented to me..nvr she talks abt person stuffs to me..

Of coz ther is Suzie and Ammalina whu i manage to get along very easily and whu establish a great relationship wif me..fun ppl ther r..esp Suzie the more louder of the two..and ya nt to forget Reena..the soccer star of the female Spore team..and tis 3 kols me the "emo boy" as i most of the time quiet and confined to myself..

Tats actualli a very long intro..ok..time to sleep!..byeeeeeee!!