Being yourself...

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Yeap...Be yourself..don change for others or don't care when someone gives u a negative comment to pull ur morale down...A valuable lesson i learnt in this 17 Years 7mths 3 days of my life..I have seen a lot of people whu suffer from Bullying..even i am a victim of it once..

Bullying is the act of causing harm intentionally. Through mental or physical means, bullying never fails to strike fear in the victim..It at times bring the esteem of a person to the bottom end!..Bullies think its fun to bully people of their weaknesses...It evokes laughter for them when they do such stuff..For them it is a just a short-term way to have laughter...However the havoc they are creating in a person goes unnoticed...It can result the victim to feel hurt,scared,sick, lonely,embarrased and even to the extent of developing negative shades of life..As a former victim of bullying..i did go through this difficult stages...

There are different kind of bullies...People whu abuse verbally..physically..emotionally and etc.. Every kind has its' own damage...the end product is always the same..Why am i suddenly talking about bullying?...I got my reasons..

I just noticed a high number of cases of bullying..An there are extreme cases of victims resorting to death as the only choice to end the mental, physical and emotional toture..Statistic shows that teenagers nowdaes are getting worser in their behaviour and bullying people who are timid, smaller in size , soft-spoken and the list just continues..One recent case is about this gal whu attempted suicide after reaching her breaking point coz of her peers bullying her about her illness..Bullying someone over their illness?...Tats freakin ridiculous!..

It led her to commit suicide and she dropped on the drain resulting in her back and her head to hit a nearby pillar with great impact..She didn't die..but due to a spinal cord injury she has to face the inevitable of being paralyzed..In my opinion if i were to face tat situation,i rather die..Seeing yourself in the bed everydae and yearning to walk everyday will just mentally hurt u more and results in a severely hit low self esteem with a high chance of hating oneself...

Be yourself guys...be proud of yourselves..don't be intimidated..stand up for Yourself!

Updating time!

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Ok..it is time to update..it has been a very long time since i updated and many people have requested me to do it..i am not surprised..tats wat people can expect when i am freakinly lazy... when it comes to blogging i need motivation..wifout it...i don even visit my blog..and now i got a long list of events to update...


I am afraid that i may start to go back to my old ways of leaving school half way or 'smoke thru' the lesson without getting any knowledge...Surely my grades aren't consistent enough and i have to suck up here and there in my RJ to at least get a C..Apart from studies there are still other things that are in my mind.. Positive stuffs and Negative stuffs...Life with the most reliable frens has been great and there are always the laughters and jokes that never fades away..However there is been high number of cases where people enter my life and then just walk out of a sudden...Isit my inability to hold on to them?...i am not sure...i have no answers for it..my onli hope is that time will answer the questions that is being unanswered..There are also the funny moments with my Havoc Brotherz where there isn't an end to the jokes...not to forget..there are moments where i laugh at myself of being so childish when disturbin some 'cat' online thru MSN..hahaha!...also got the times where i enjoy seeing a guy whuse face will suddenly change like as if he kena menses wheneva he see me and Ahil...hahahahaha!..funny people...

Coming to personal life...There are hicupps here and there but i am still looking forward to the positive onli...there are fuck typed moments where i prefer being alone..thinking and wondering..and talkin abt personal life..it brings me to Sharen Caur whu has been a wonderful companian for these past few weeks..

The irresistible fites but uncontrollable luv 4 each other makes me so treasured and i can assure you Sharen Caur that i do treasure our close frenship kays...Days nowdaes arent normal if there aren't any msgs...Not to forget the random calls and the naughty stuff we talk just puts the smile on my face and hope it did the same thing to u...and i am once again assuring u tat i wont be ditching u even if u everytime complain tat i wuld...So go hug ur bolster after u read tis post Cookie Monster=)....and now i am demandin a sweet poem frm u Sharen Caur!....hahahaha!...

Work has been goin as per normal and i am awaiting my job appraisal which i would receive next week..and I have oready prepared for what seems to be a very poor one..Surely i am one of the most problematic Gantorian with alot of reports..However i knoe i won't be sacked as i knoe i ain't tat bad..just hope everythin is fine..

and now i feel so tempted to follow Justin with his drinkin escapades!...hmmph!..but i knoe i wont..=)

Reflections

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So it is time to update my blog...I know i haven been blogging much nowdaes mainly due to the fact that i dont get the motivation to do it...so here i go reflecting as usual..

Its another Friday nite and here i am locked myself in a dark room staring at the laptop thinking what am i suppose to blog about...About the events that took place for the past few days or by just reflecting on certain issues in my mind as usual..So let me start off with how days are going nowdaes...

Yes..Life is fun when u got great company of frens whu just keeps cracking jokes and consistently makes me burst into streaks of laughters..Like today..Muhes..Jaya..Dinmak and Pavithra had a great time laughin with the constant comedies of Muhes..Surprisingly Jaya was more quiet today than as usual..Oh ya..We did choa class today..The inability to concentrate in class plus the desire to take some break was overwhelming and all jus decided to have a day off..

Stupid RP which is implementing useless curfews and rules just makes we students more irritated..Why dont they just close down the school for a certain period?...The principal's explanations aren't that impressive...I just saw alot of students leaving today just coz they didn bring their thermometer and the school thinks it is ok to refrain students from entering the school just coz of the 'Thermometer Rule'..Dumb Fuck!

I wonder why inconsistency rule the life of mine..One moment i was enjoying with my frens and the next moment i am sitting there quietly deep in my thoughts wondering what am i suppose to do in order to achieve what i am desiring..and its just sad to know that i have not impressed enough even though personally i feel that i am doing whatever i can..

Of coz there are the happy moments..Laughin uncontrollably..letting my imagination run wild.. Disturbing the people around and obviously fooling around with those who i love...Some may forget me when they don need a joker to be with..But no matter wat...i am earnestly looking at the postive side...Spare me a Prayer please...

and before i go..my Birthday wishes to one of my dearest Friend:

Happy 18th Birthday Kutti!
God Bless you!!