Happi 17th Bdae to........me!!..=)

Credits to my Buddy Kasturi for tis pic..=)..Thanks buddy!

Finalli....i m back bloggin!..After an interval of 6 days!...& ya..finalli...

I M 17!!!...At last i m 17yrs old and its a unforgettable year with tragedies.. worries..Happiness..Joy...stress and all kind of emotions were shown in tis yr.. Even my Bdae was a very unforgettable one for me..I realli luv tis Bdae alot..

Ok..22 November 2008..the day i reach the 17yrs old mark!..The day started wif kols exactly at 12am and a 'cake-less' candle came to my room..mum brought a candle to my room and asked me to blow it..even though there wasn cake..it was realli sweet..I reall luv it.

Howeva..The day was borin..it was quite borin and i was bored all the way till Ahil gav me a kol askin me whether i wanna go see movie wif him..jaya and Vicki..I accepted immediately coz i badly wanted to see the movie Vaaranam Aayiram..Addin to the factor was the desire to step into a Theatre after a very very very very long time..More than 7yrs back!..

Dad bought me a Jeans last time which i still haven wear yet..It was nice and i had to agree to my mum tat Dad has a gd taste in chossing clothes..I decided to wear it and went to see the movie wif them..Upon reachin them..the 3 of them wished me and i was contented wif it..We went to watch the movie and i mus accept tat it was such a great movie..

Its one of the best movie i hav eva watched and i m realli realli impressed by it.. It was very emotional and almost made me and my frens cry but in the end we still enjoyed the movie..I will see the movie soon again..=)

My day ended as the movie ended but in the end..i did enjoy my Day and felt realli happi 2 be wished by many ppl..=)

Crush!!

Crush..

Ok..I hav jus discovered that i started to like some one but tat some one doesn't know me and i also dunno anythin abt her..Hahahaha..Stupid rite me??..But wat to do...haha..ok let me tell my story..

Last Wednesday...19/11/08..i had to go NUH for my dental..after the check up..i took the train at Dover MRT Station to go back home..Tats when i saw tis gal whu was leanin at the sides of the door..I stood opposite at her..Tat was when i noticed she look damn pretty..The attracting feature of her was..her sweet looking face..She looked extremely sweet wif innocence written all over her face..

She looked very shy to look around all the people from different walks of their life in the MRT..She then saw me and immediately drop her head down and started to look at my dirty Brown shoes..Her reaction was damn cute and her sweetness and innocence was realli makin me smile alot..

I can bet anyone she is a damn damn damn damn sweet gal wif damn gd charatcter and personality..

I started to admire her till i reach my destination.. While i leave..i smiled at her and she saw me and smiled back..I was damn Happi but then i knoe its jus a MRT crush..Hahaha..But even then..her face become fixed in my mind..and i am a person whu can nvr remember a person's face just after a 1st meetin..But her face was realli in my mind..Realli wished i had talk to her but then..too bad..it will be damn random to talk to a stranger all of a sudden..

However its jus tat i find her attractin in a way..but guys..i don luv her her or wat so eva..if i did tat..i shuld be chased around the place wif brooms!..

And ya..1 more thing to add..she is a Malay..Hahaha..but i saw smethin different in her..she isn't like the typical Singaporean teenager..she seemed damn well mannered and damn sweet..

I knoe tat all those readin tis post will be thinkin tat i shuld be beaten up for being so irritatin and brag about a gal whu i dunno at all but..tats wat they kol. wat "Crush can do"..

Hahaha...

Happi Bdae Sister!

SiSter & Mum!

My Dear Sister has become 16 years old officalli..18 November..Turning 16 year old is always a pleasant thing coz.......u r now able to watch NC16 movies..Hahahaha!...Jus a lame joke..actuallli..Turnin 16 marks the recognition of being an Young Adult..Tis is the age wher our parents would start to believe tat we are a little matured enuf to decide certain things..even some gals say tat when u trun to a 16year old..the sweet things will come to ur life..tats y sometime people sometime say "Sweet 16"..

Of my sister..hmm..wat 2 tell abt her..The most different and difficult character after my dad..she can be the typical Indian sister wher they like to irritate their siblings to the max and sometime help them when they are in trouble..My sister also follows the same tradition..Irritates me to the max but nvr scold me behind my back..ther r situations wher i almost killed her (but tat was many yrs back..)..i hav nvr regretted tat she is my sis since she is a great sister..and here is my message to my sister:

Always stay Happi and good..I can see tat u r trying to change alot and i realli appreciate the positive change in u..Gd work..Keep it up my Dear Sister..I wish u all the best for ur studies and i got the belief tat u did well in ur "N" Levels and will do very well for ur "O" Levels..Jus study well and make everone happi..Heck care the obstacles u face and fite against the intrusions in ur life..As ur Brother..i will be always ther when u need a helping hand or a comforting shoulder..And once again..

A Very Happi and Blessed Bdae!

Wif Love..

Ur retardic Brother..

Anand Raj=)

Happi Bdae Mummy!

My Dear Mummy..Luv u alotzzzzz!

Edited Version..

To my dearest Mummy..Happi 50th Bdae..

I am so lucki to have you as my Mummy whu dotes me so much and give me the best and support me always even when i m in the wrong..I will nvr get another Mum like u..who always brings the potential out of me..motivate me when i m down and encorage me when i struggle..There r other mothers who r out ther who does these things but u r my onli special 1..You struggled to bring me up..endurin all the sufferins..i will nvr 4get it..Sorry for my mistakes and i can gurantee u tat i will nvr be a bad son always will remain Loyal and ur favourite likeable son..

I dunno whether i will have another birth..but even in tat birth..i shuld be ur son..and i will be a better son..Luv u alot Mummy..



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My mum has reach the milestone!..Magical 50..16 November is my Angel's Birthdae..a Gurdian angel whu is holdin my hand leadin me in the path to success..I manage to wish her 1st even though my Sister keeps sayin tat she wished her 1st at the stroke of the midnite...but i followed the World Time and i am sure that i wished her 1st..But wateva it is.. i still wished her and i am happi abt it..She was happi to get Bdae wishes frm almost her whole Family in Malaysia..and i was happi 2 see her smilin whole day long..even though we didn celebrate or we children didn buy present for her..she jus expects the increasein luv frm us..and i m sure tat we 3 children wif her beloved husband made her happi showing our love..However..it still a Tradition to buy present for our beloved and i am gonna buy for my mum a fantastic present soon wif our everlasting luv..
Anyways..i wanna wish her again before i end tis post..

Happi Bdae Mummy!..
Luv U Alotzzzzzzzzz!!
Wish u a long lived life wif happiness..Joy..and everythin nice and sweet in tis world to u..

Mini Daymare!!

Ok Folks..i m back..after 4 days missin from bloggin..i m back again!

Comin to tis post..i wuld like to share the mini 'daymare' i experienced yesterdae..I would like it to call "daymare" as it didn take place at nite..haha..
(I knoe i am Lame..jus bear wif me ok..haha)


Ok..comin back to the topic..ya..i had to visit the dentist in NUH to fix my chipped off teeth..mayb i shuld call it more medically.I mean i went ther to fix my Fractured teeth..It was realli a painful experience for me..From the x-ray taking to the "checkin" mouth session..it was a painful procedure..in the end i went back home..shaken from such an painful treatment..

The most painful treatment was the mini 'Shock treatment' to my both fractured teeth..It was realli painful and jus jolted out from the dentist chair once the dentist use the 'Shock Treatment' on me..Addin on it was the usage of 'Ice treatment' on my both teeth to check the sensitivity..It increased the pain more..

And lastly it ended up wif some technical work in my mouth to check my gum..tat was extremely painful as it was realli unbearable when the sharp ends of the dentist's tool keep injurin my gums and teeth..its jus a wonder how i didn cry..coz damn painful..but my onli hope is tat..i knoe my teeth will be ok by the end of 2009..

Ok..bye..Faci starin at me oready..dun wanna get another D for tis module..hehe..And ya..i jus got some new nicks frm Emmeline..haha..

God of Retardness..
God of Childishness..
God of Lameness..

Hahaha.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Tried but still nt satisfied!

For the 1st time in my life history!..i stepped into a real gym today!..and i was realli scared by the equipments ther..Especialli the ppl ther..all the ppl ther were so big sized wif strong body..i was the onli ther wif such an undesirable body size ther..I look so tiny compared to them..all so uscular and big size..it was like..if they giv me a gd punch..u can see me in hospital wif a fractured arm!..tats the difference between them and me..

Actualli,i went wif ahil..As all my frens knoe..ahil has a strong passion for gymin and i was discussin wif him yesterdae on how i shuld be workin towards my target by the starting of my 2nd yr in Poly..and gymin was 1 of the main factor tat i need to consider..and even though i m a very weak person wif a very high tendency to giv up when i m in pain..i still decided to go to gym wif him..and it prove to be a hard task to follow him..i was lookin at him in awe as he went arnd the gym tryin out the equipments wif determination and confidence..He didn allow the pain to get the beta of him and i was realli hopin 2 be like him..but unfortunately i couldn..a little bit of pain forced me to jus giv up instantly..he tried his best to get the better of me but..sorry ahil..i couldn make it..

He still encouraged me and realli helped me alot..and i will try my best to endure the pain..i still gotta attend more of tis gym practices wif ahil to knoe the real hardwork behind it..my role model is Ahil and Pravin too and i will try my best to be like them..even though..it will take few yrs..but in the end..ther will b always a gd result and i will try my best till i achieve it!..

Changing still in progress!

Ought to die..but saved..scary!

Into Pulah Ubin!..


Coming into tis post,i m feelin beta and i hopin tat i will keep improvin my mood and return to the 'Lamer Anand' mode wif all the retardness restored back!..

Ok..lets return to tis post's topic..Actualli if u all keep up wif my posts,there is tis post on the Pulah Ubin tragedy for me lah..And tis post is the build up to it..

Actualli,my mum visited one of her fren whu is quite spiritualli inclined..As a matter of fact,while chit chattin..my mum tol her fren tat i had a fall at Pulah Ubin..And tis fren of hers after hearin my mum tellin my so-called accident..suddenli described the place i fell to my mum..It fitted exactly the description i gave my mum about the place i fell..then she said somethin really shockin tat my mum was realli shocked..

She say i ought to die ther itself..but the gd deeds tat my family deed wif the help of the strong worship of god in my hse saved me frm dyin!..

i honestly tell u tat i got so scared of wat her fren said..it jus simply means tat i shuld be dead now but stayin alive and now typin tis post!..to make the matter more worse..my mum said tat i smell of blood when i kissed her gd nite yesterdae nite..It was damn damn scary to hear tat frm her..especialli when its nite!..but i console myself tat the smell is because of the drying up of blood in my gums..but when i think of it..its scary!

However even when i m typin tis letters to make a post..my mind still filled wif our i jus escaped death!..Scary!!..smemore Dinmak was sayin tat his uncle said tat the place i fell had claimed some people's life...and i m lucki 2 escape wif minor injuries..

I m worried oready..need a break..so will meet u all soon wif next post..

Thanks tat i still alive today when i shuld hav died a long time ago!.

Stress...am i doin the rite thing or wrong thing???

Happi moments together..


Ok...i m back with my next post..i m extremely stress with how new events in my oready corrupted life takin place..i jus realized tat i m havin many probs with people nowdaes.. Howeva,i don think i m in the wrong at most case..but ther is tis person tat i wish i m still in ok terms wif her..i think she knoe whu she is..

I dunno whether i m unfair to her by not talkin to her because of somethin she isn really into..but the "External Factors" which i hate is with her and i m damn unsure of y the hell i m nt talkin to her..i jus don understand y the fuck i m behavin like tat towards her..

Concern?..or jus hate her external factors?..But whu m i 2 judge her?..
Nobody!......................

If i nt happi wif somethin tat is her wish..i shouldn be blamin her and stop talkin 2 her..but then..i m doin the opposite by blamin her and stopped talkin 2 her..

I jus dunno y i am like tat..she cared 4 me and i m nt repayin in a gd way..and yes..

I have DECIDED!..

I m gonna ask her Sorry for my kukuness and stupid blady weird feelins!!..

I m sorry Shantni...extremely sorry..u cared 4 me but i didn repay ur concern wif a positive behaviour..i dunno y i behave wif u in such way but then..i jus feel uncomfortable wif ur "External factors"..i hope tis kind of problems will nvr appear in our Journey to Everlasting Friendship..So r we frens Shantni??

The Blossomin Son and Dad Relationship..

A Family pic of us in Desaru..

I decideded not to talk about my lost teeth as almost everyone knoes abt it..Somemore talkin abt it makes me more stress..tats y i have decided to talk somethin tat makes me happi..I hav been recievin positive comments on my new appearance and i m lovin it..Almost everyone say i look better and i am changin for gd..

It shows tat i m in the rite path to reach my target tat i set myself by the end of next yr.. Actualli even though it was a bad week for me last week..there was a gd thing that took place in my Corrupted Lifestyle..And tat the enhancement in my relationship wif my dad.. As a teenaged son..the most common thing in our life would be the arguments wif our dad that is inevitable..And in my hse..we still keep up the culture of The "Son & Dad" clash..It is almost everydae wher i and my dad argue over certain things..He still think tat i m still a small kid whu need special attention everytime..His desire of me to stay away from Gangsters and Bad companies is reasonable..but then..the precautions he is takin to forbid me from goin to the Bad side of the world is realli too much..controlin a teenager isn an always a gd choice..and i sometime feel like slave..i always wanted a da whu will wrap his arms around u and talk stories wif me..but my dad wasn tat kind..always wif a menancin look..he never fail to terrify me when i was much younger..However..he is a changed man now...and his change makes me realli happi..

He manage to understand tat the world is rapidly changin and the cultures of teenagers are being modernized..Since he understand now..he saw the neccassity tat i oso need to be fashionable..And he brought me to Bugis and buy me a Jeans..Nice shoes..a cool bermudas and a more cooler tshirt..I luv them and thank my dad numerous times oready..

and as a son..i hav decided to do my duty by keepin my dad happi..I jus realized tat he have alot of desires..and i m gonna fulfil for him now..wateva he likes..i will try my best to buy for me..and i hav decided tat by my 17th Bdae which has 19 Days and 34mins exactly now to be reached..i will buy him his favourite shoe tat he is eyeing for a long time..tats the least i can do for my hardworkin dad whu took my words seriousli and changed to be a better dad..

I m proud of him..=)

The Ubin trip..a Jolly trip that ended in Tragedy!

A cool pic Before i reach Pulah Ubin...




The Soul(Anand) & Body(Shamira)..i owe alot..help me so much while i injured..

An injured me wif an injured Shan..

Still got alot of pics..100pics in total..but too many to put..will be uploaded in frenster soon..

While typing tis post..i m damn depress wif how the end to my identity came..it is a very heartbreakin incident for me wif blood..bruises and pain playin a part..

Fridae 31/10/2008...Halloween Day..my frens..Shan..Jeyan..Dinmak..Pavithra.. Shamira..ahil and me...went to Pulah Ubin to jus slack ther..The plan was to cycle all day long..Hav a fun day ther..but the curse on me start to work on me oready..I drop onto a rock while in the sea havin fun wif all..1st injury--Cuts on both my leg..and palms..and sole of my feet..However i m realli thankful to Shamira and Dinmak whu rush to me and help me..clearin the blood and helpin me to clean the wound..It was very painful as Seawater touched my exposed wounds..givin such a burnin Sensation..The next victim to get injured was Shan..2 cuts in her sole..followed by Ahil whu had a cut jus above his toe..

Then it was cyclin again wif some breaks for smokin and drinkin water..It was quite fun and everyone seem to enjoy even though it was quite tirin..It was nearin the time to leave and everyone started to cycle back to the bicycle shop to return the bike..Tats when tragedy struck on me..Ridin on the right lane on a downwards slope..jeyan was the 1st in front..followed by Ahil and shamira on the same lane whu were sharin the same bike..I was 3rd but on the left lane..while approachin a sharp bent..i shouted at ahil and shamira to keep their bike on the right lane while i still stayed on the left lane..tats when Jeyan's Bicycle brokedown..he lose control of his bicycle and it cut into my lane givin me no space..if i jus move forward and bang Jeyan..i may hurt Jeyan and may hurt Shamira and ahil whu were near us..So i decide to take the risk and ended up bangin into a tree and got flung out of the bike..droppin face 1st..tearin my chin..and in the process..breakin both my front two teeth..It chipped off..

Dinmak immediately throw his bike down and run to help me up..i felt alot of ants on my body wif the burnin sensation of the tears and bruises..

my tragedy ends here 4 now..

. ..to be continued in the next post...