Happi Bdae to Pavithra!!

Happi Bdae Pavithra!

Ok..tis post shuld be 3 days ago or at least 2 days ago..but i was waitin for the pics but as i still haven receive everythin..i m jus postin wif few pics which i grabbed frm Shantni's Blog..sorry Shantni..

Ok..here comes the post!..


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Happi Bdae to my dear Fren Pavithra..
I m sure tat u enjoyed the Surprise Bdae Celebs for u and i m very happi 2 make u happi!..
and i think u knoe whu is the very impt person whu made tis celebrations a success..and i take tis opportunity to thank tat special person..Thanks!

and here is a short msg frm me to u:
Hello Ma'am..its jus few mths since i knoe u but we oready hit off like old pals and i m very happi 2 be a fren of urs..u hav helped me in alot of issues and i will always remeber tat.. and Happi Bdae to you..God bless wif u Happiness..Peace..Love..Education..and everythin nice and sweet in tis world..wish u long lived blessed and blissful life wif ur Loved ones.. and u can be assured tat u hav a fren called Anand to rely on..=)..

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and here r same pics we took..credits to Shantni and Ahil!

Tats me wif Vicnes's Cap and Dinmak's glasses!

Me again!

A pic i realli like..was hidin when Pavithra came!

Me givin a terrifed reaction when i was forced 2 seat on the railin..wif ahil..pravin..and hmm..dunno his name..sorry..

All the guys involved(wifout Jaya as he left early)

Again us..and i was as 2 bend again!..WTH!


OMG!..i was givin an improper pose!..nt my fault..its a candid shot!



and phew..26th December was a great day in my life as i got few new frens!!..

signin off..

AnanD RaJ

Stupid Idiotic Retard!

I m tired off doin reviews on my daily actions and i knoe many of u readers hate readin those borin details of wat i am doin everydae and plannin to stone me..so today i am goin to free all of u frm tat toture by jus talkin somethin in general..

i jus realized tat i gettin more idiotic..lazy and stupid!..haha..i knoe i m oready a proven stupid..lazy idiotic pig!..but i m gettin more worser!..WTH!..all thanks to the holidaes!..i realize i am up to crazy stuffs and behavin like an 5yr old kid!..too immatured!..and guess wat..i start to luv Hot Pink colour!..hahaha!.. but don think i m am transexual..metro-sexual or 'wat so eva-sexual'..y cant boys like pink when girls like black?..sensible?..of coz it is!..a beautiful but crazy argument!..

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About my increasin idiotic nature..i hav seriousli no ideas how it is increasin every day and how i m goin to handle it..mayb..i should jus listen to the followin advise and prevent myself from showin my identity to others..Hahahahaha!

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Tats a fact..stupid ppl ask questions which are stupid..and in the and stupidity is being shown!...and i m increasingly exposed to the nature of stupidity and becomin a..STUPID!.go ask my frens and 1 common word tat everyone can describe me as is: DUMB!..which means..stupid!Hahaha..

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Get stupid ppl..its the hottest trend now..hahaha...let me share wif u 1 of my favourite comment..

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Dont u gals agree?..hahaha..but no matter how stupid a guy is..u gals still go crazy over him..cool shit eh!..hahahaha!

But no matter wat..stupid ppl..lazy ppl..and idiotic retards always get the attention coz..we r unique!..unique in a humourous way..we make people laugh!...hahahahaha..

and ya..today is 25th December 2008..and its Christmas...

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Merry Christmas to all of u..await the arrival of Santa Claus knockin on ur doors due to widely inavailability of chimineys in Spore...hehehe..

Signin off..a Retard wif a name known as

Anand Raj!

Worn Out!

After trainin in gym..a pic taken in the toilet!

Phew!..Wat a day i had!..i m practically so worn out tat i guess tat i goin to take very long to type tis post..Ok..let me do review on today..oops..its oready a new day..i mean let me do a review on 22 December 2008..

Ok..as usual..i woke up reluctanly about 12pm..and was not plannin to leave my bed but brother kept coming and irritatin me..as a result i had to wake up..

The day started off slow..and as usual i was holidin on to my PSP and playin the same game..Fifa 09..its the onli game tat i realli play interestly..and i was playin it till 4pm watchin a funny movie at the same time..

Actualli the plan was to go gym at 6pm for me..but one glance at my wallet made me abondand tat plan and come wif a Plan B.."Joggin!!"..i jus realized i m facin "Financial Times!!(in Jeyan's term)"..it means i m facin financial constraints!..WTH!...Howeva i still heck care it and i jus carry out my Plan B and return back home 6:45pm..gasping for air..but i still carried out my "Post-Joggin Exercises"..tats when Ahil called me to gym..i was oready extremeli tired and he was sayin he need help and he said he treat me to gym today..and at last agreed to go..

Trainin ther as usual was normal but i was sufferin coz of the Post-Joggin effects..Howeva at the end of day..i hav to credit Ahil for realli exposin me to alot of exercise and trainin..I was worn out..seriousli..was limpin all the way back home but was satisfied at the same time tat i hav worked my socks off today!..

and at home..my dad was makin me laugh..after a small drinkin session wif his frens..he was came home and spurted nonsense and was behavin like a typical drunkard..Jeyan once tol me.."You can see the orginal identity of a person when tat person is drunk..."..and i jus realized today tat my dad does hav a humourous side of him..haha...late discovery!..haha..

ok guys..i m so worn out tat i m strugglin to stay awake and for all of ur info..i took 1 hr and 05mins to type out tis post..enough said..

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Changin?..Yes!!

I actualli luv tis pic alot..a picture tat shows the changes tat are takin place!

Thanks 4 the edit Bharathi!

I am quite contented wif the steps i m takin in order to find my trueself..YES!.. Finally..i got the motivation to change myself for good..There are various reasons for me to go through tis self-inflicted Changing Process..but 1 main reason is: I hav to show others tat i m nt the same AnanD...i m a changed man now..esp to tat gal..whu walked out upon me!..

Frens hav made observations tat i tend to hav very low self esteem at times and there has been of coz numerous advises and suggestions to change my opinion..However..for me..all tis while..i felt tat i m ok..i don feel i under-estimate myself..but NOW!...i realized tat i did under-estimate myself at many occasions..and i now hav to show my frens tat i m a new man!

Woohoo!..and i am visitin the gym frequently wif Ahil and i he did notice the change in me..physically as well as mentalli..nt onli he noticed the change tat almost all my frens did..Yea!..my hardwork is payin off!...and of coz..i came up wif a plan to stay fit always..I jus made up my mind to visit gyms on alternate days and jog on the vacant free days..for example..1 day Gymin..the next day joggin..then back to gymin and then joggin..I knoe it is easy to say and hard to carry it out.. However..tis time round..i m serious abt it and i hav set a dateline to accomplish my aim..22 Nov 2009!..Yes!..by my next Bdae..i mus reach my target and i am happi tat i hav great frens whu will help me wif it..!..

...Expect to see a new AnanD soon...

HaVoC BrotherZ

Here are some pics and video we took durin our sec sch life..after viewin them..read the post below tis post..It will giv u the reason y i suddenli wanted to talk abt Sec Life..don 4get to read it


The Fightin video we took..hehe..i was the cameraman..Kutti Sateesh..vicnes..then Ahil..was there..I was the editor too..hehe..


The video we took under Jaya Blk..1st person was Ahil while the other was Sakthies.. nt tat clear..but a memory 4 us..Ahil edit the video..

My most Fav pic for the Prom Nite..HaVoC BrotherZ..

The Pic we took after the Prom Nite and before the mini-adventure!..Hehehe..



Always HavoC BroZ..don mind me eh..i look like as if i sick old man!




The Pic we took when we r abt to eat..i was fatter last time!..hehe..

Missin Sec Sch Days...

The reason for me to put some Prom Nite photos and two videos in the post on top of is post tat..i wanted to go behind time and take a look at my Sec Sch Life.. Why??..Here comes the story..

As usual as i was sittin starin at my laptop..i got a glimpse of my Sec 4 Class Photo..I was brought behind time..I jus realized how i miss those days in my Sec sch..The arguments we had..the fites we had..the teasin off people..the playin off soccer after sch..the interesting Ms.Saras..the irritatin but laughable discipline master Mr.Muthu...the fun arguments between class..wow..i can jus keep goin on and on..Those were the best 4 years of life..


Every teenagers wuld say tat Sec sch was the best part of their life coz tats wher we r exposed to the world..and i do agree to it..We r able to meet people from different walks of life..able to experience the ever-changin trends..able to gain more knowledge on life and of coz get matured!!..


I have to say tat i didn like my Sec 1 and Sec 2..coz of the different problems i had to face..actualli they were my faults..my arrogance..my irritatin attitude were the reasons..however even though it was bitter experiences but were learnin adventures..

Sec 3 and Sec 4 the wonderful chapters of Life..the years were HaVoC BrotherZ officialli became a group..the fame we had in our sch and outside sch..the support from people we had..wow..it was damn cool to be in such a position wher u r famous..Let me list down some of the prominent members of the grp..


Jaya..Muhes..Pravin..Ahil..Sakthies..Vicnes..Dinmak..Jeyan..Kashwin..Kutti Sateesh..and of coz me!..Almost everyday after school..the "Old Court" was the place we head to..Playin soccer ther was another fun thing tat all of us luved..the atmosphere wif the constant jokes and humourness..I wanna experience tat again..


Of coz comes the fun parts of cursing of our teachers..not attendin classes..the toilet we lepak..disturbin our teachers and fellow students..pranks..and etc..all were fun moments..i don remember a sad incident during tat Golden Period of time..Yea..there were stressful incidents where 'O' Levels pressurize..even at tat period of time..there were still the Fun mood where we talk cock instead of studyin at Library..and at last came the Prom Nite which was a celebration of the end of Sec Life..


I hav to say the Prom Nite was realli a great time..I still remember Sakthies plannin to whack one fella whu made probs..fun siah life..and ya..and ther was tis adventure after Prom Nite..hehehe..HaVoC BrotherZ will still remember it i guess..Hahahahaha!...a learnin experience for esp me!..Hahahaha..

Bye Guys!..

AnanD RaJ

Happi Bdae Akka!

Happi Bdae my sister..U r nt here to celebrate wif us but be happi at heaven..if u r here..u wuld hav been 18yrs old but its ok akka..even though u r nt here..we still luv u..i miss u akka..Luv u alwayz!

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Today..6 December 2008 is my elder sis Gayathri's Bdae but sadli she isn't wif us now but we still remember her and prayed 4 her..If she is here..she shuld be 18yrs Old.. However..we hav to undergo wat the fate says..

Comin to today..I hav to say i m damn sleepi coz of the lack of sleep..I had to wake up at 6am in the mornin so as to go to a temple in Malaysia wif family..and the previous nite i slept at 1am onli..5hrs of sleep is nvr eva enuf 4 me..and i was strugglin to stay awake in the bus when we were goin to the causeway..Once clearin the damn crowded Singapore immigration after 20mins..Dad..sis and i took bus to the Malaysia immigration while brother and mum took the next bus..The causeway was so jammed tat we had to get down in the middle of the busy road..nt even half way to the immigration..In the end we had to walk all the way there..after clearin tat immigration..We went to a temple smehwer situated in the inner parts of JB..it was a beautiful temple and we prayed for our dead elder sis..obviousli dad didn join in coz he don even hav any thoughts abt our akka..but i wont blame him..Tats his nature!.

After finishin the temple visit..we went back to JB to eat..My Lunch for the day:3 Plates of Mutton Briyani..1 shot..i finish everythin..i was damn hungry..and was considerin a 4th plate but dad was complainin tat its late..so i had to drop tat plan..Hahahahaha!..

After the lunch..we headed back to Singapore and it was more faster tis time round..and again...i was damn sleepi especialli after a heavy and fantastic lunch...was realli realli strugglin hard to stay awake..at last it was still not fruitful as i ended up sleepin ther itself..Hehehe..

I came back home..played psp before attackin 2 Pratas tat my auntie bought for me..Hehehe..and here i am at last bloggin..

& ya..before i leave..i wish to upload another editin work of mine..dunno y but i start to luv editin pics..Thanks to the influences of Kasturi..and Jeyan..seein their edit works

motivated me to edit too..

It shuld be my akka's pic but unfortunately..it is me..

$ignin off

AnanD

Pastor AnanD!

My best Edit so far..Luv it alot..

Tats my best edit and i realli luv it alot..how is it guys??.Its another day packed wif alot of events where i was wearin like a Pastor!!.Pastor Anand..My new name!!Hahaha..Let me review on my day..

As usual..i was late for sch..steppin inside class exactly at 9:37am!..aiyah.. every single day i am late and its so common to see (-0.5) for my daily grades..Dad is always punctual and even though i m a younger version of him..i don hav his character...I am always late for everythin coz i follow Tamilan timin...Hahaha..

Ok..comin back to today..Breakout 1 was spent wif Shantni 1st as i was helpin her wif VB codes..WTF??..Anand??..VB codes??..Hahaha..wat a mismatch!!..but tats the reality..i manage to help out many wif the VB codes..Yesterdae was Kavipriya..2dae was Shantni..Hahaha..woohoo..but the credits shuld deserve to Bharathi whu was the one send me her codes..help me understand it..Simpli..i copied her..Hahaha!..but i gettin the credits instead of her..Hahaha..but i take tis opportunity thank Bharu..Thanks eh Best Fren!!..Hahaha..

The other half of Breakout 1 was wif Pavithra & Dinmak at the Library jus talkin cock..Meetin 2 was a disaster for me as i was quiet all the way and didn do anythin at all..didn even utter 1 word!..During Breakout 2 i was in a dilemma whether to go meet my normal group or go to coffeeshop wif Raja and all as they were askin me y i don lepak wif them..however at last i ended up draggin Shamira to library frm her Class..Hahahahahaha!..

The rest of the Breakout 2 went fine wif meetin my akka Kanaga frm TP..she looked great..and i am happi tat she listened to me..Thanks akka..then teachin Rubini the VB codes..Hahaha..lepakin wif Shamira..Pavithra..dinmak.. Kavitha..Rubini..and Kavipriya..Quite fun to be wif them..AT 2pm when back class..did my stupid slides..then chat in msn all the way before presentin and went to send Bharathi to MRT station b4 comin back to Library and lepak wif Kavipriya..Shamira..Pavithra..Dinmak and Jeyan..

Its another wonderful day in our everlastin frenship...was laughin our heart loud and seriousli enjoyin life..Hahaha..when frens r arnd..happiness finds us.. It was realli so fun and enjoyable..esp Jeyan as usual whu was jokin arnd..Goin home time was the best when Pavithra put a song which motivates us to dance.. Jeyan was imitatin the "Old timers" dance step and was sayin how 20yrs later when we become "Old timers"...our dance step will be criticized by the new generation...Hahahaha!...cool siah!...Hahaha..

The Day ended i stealin Shmamira's tudong and pass it to Dinmak whu made it look as if i took the Tudong back to my home..Hahaha..
Frens r Angels whu make us happi..

She may hav been dead..but she is still wif us..

What i gonna write abt wuld be unbelievable to many..some ppl don believe on it..while many may believe..i m the latter..i believe in it..tats y i m writin abt it..

Well...i hav a elder sis actualli..i hav nt seen her before..coz she died before i came out from my mum's womb..She was jus 2days old when she died..Gayathri.. my elder sis..Why m i suddenli talkin abt her??..coz..she is in my hse rite now..as a spirit..lookin at mum..luvin her still..

My mum is a very spiritualli inclined person...For the past few nights..after everyone goes to sleep..esp after my dad sleeps...tis incident keeps happening.. When my mum is sleepin..she hears smeone wif a faint female voice call her "amma"..Once she hears the voice she wakes up..onli to find no one in sight..

Tis kept repeatin everydae and she was still unable to deduct whether its jus illusion..

And when one of her very spiritualli inclined uncle koled her today..she tol him abt tis repeated incidents..he asked her whether she hav any dead child??..and my mum said ya.. he tol my mum to wait and promise her to kol back as soon as possible...and he did..and he revealed a very shockin thing!...

He said he went to pray after wat my mum said and he said he saw my elder sister while he was prayin..he tol her tat she is a very pretty gal wif fair complexion and very chubby..He continued tat she is now a god in my house and come to meet my mum as she luv my mum alot..she luvs my mum onli and she wanna get the attention of my mum..He then rounded up the conversation wif my mum sayin tat we should pray to her..

When mum tol me tis when i came back after sch..i was realli wishin y did my akka had 2 die..coz i always luv to hav elder sister but i don hav one blood sister..

However i still hav akkas out ther..i realli appreciate them even though i didn share the same womb wif them..

To my Akka..Gayathri:

You are not here..but u always in our heart..I knoe u r up ther lookin at us..showin luv to us..I luv u akka..u left us half-way..but u always in our minds..

Ur 18th Bdae is comin..6 Dec..Wish u a Happi Bdae Akka..Luv U..

To my akkas out ther:

I didn share the same womb wif u all but thanks alot for treatin me like ur own bro..I appreciate it..Thanks..=)

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Before i finish tis post..i gotta thank Shantni so much for helpin me wif the blog..from the main pics to the taggin board's properties..She did everythin 4 me..To top it off all..she mentioned me in her blog..Such a sweet fren i hav..

Tis is wat she write:

i've been helping anand out with his blogand he was just grateful enough to do thisfor me...

that was uber sweet of him right?ahhahaha.and yeah, thats why i say i love my friends

Thanks alot Shantni..Its jus a smal tiny tiny tiny tiny thing i can do 4..=)

Frens are the Best Boons from God!

Lookin smewher..but no idea wher!...hehe!


I m cuttin the cake..woohoo!..1st time cuttin cake!!



Blowing the Candles!!..wind oso help me blow...hehehe..

Jaya lightin up the candles!

I feedin Bharathi!

I knoe its oready 1 week and 2 days since i turn 17 but i still wish to go back to the Unforgetabble Occasion for me..

As my heading suggest..i wish to talk abt my valuable frens whu made me happi cleberating my Bdae..on monday 24 November 2008..As usual i came late for sch and knowing that it is Computing Lesson tat day i thought of coming to sch at 11am jus nice to attend the 2nd meeting...However..being a tamilan..i hav to follow the tradition of being late for every single thing and i came at 11:40am.. Knowing that i won't grade any good grade for going this late..i jus decided to lepak in the library all alone and was trying to brainwash my frens to skip 3rd meetin and lepak wif me..When it was 12pm..i went to see Bharathi as usual and also see her two frens before wishin Happi Bdae to Kanaga as her Birthdae was tat day itself!..

The other members of my group went somewhere and since Bharathi tol me tat she can slack till 2:30pm..she decided to stay wif me..We jus talk cock..lepak at benches and at last went to W4 to buy drink for her fren..Pavithra came there after meeting smeone...we were there for a while..waitin for this unknown fren of Bharathi to call..and at last when we leave W4 & headed outside..

There was my whole group of frens..welcoming me wif a Bdae cake laid on the table..It was realli a shock as i didn expect tat at all..Then onli they said that they planned it the day before and also in the mornin of the day itself.. Bharathi didn hav any fren whu asked her to buy drink nor others were busy in class as i expected..So sweet of them as i hav nvr cut cake for a long time and enjoyed my Bdae..I think the last one was mayb 11yrs back?..Nevertheless tis Bdae was an unforgettable occasion..They bought me a cool T-shirt wif 3 wonderful ear-studs..I realli luv them!

i still stick to my point tat Frens r Boons from Gods...Now let the Pictures above do the Talkin...

Before i sign off...I wish to say smethin...

"Thanks my Dear Frens for this wonderful and unforgettable Bdae Celebration for me..I realli apprecitae it and i realli luv u all..."

& Thanks to all those whu wished me!..I Appreciate it!!

Happi 17th Bdae to........me!!..=)

Credits to my Buddy Kasturi for tis pic..=)..Thanks buddy!

Finalli....i m back bloggin!..After an interval of 6 days!...& ya..finalli...

I M 17!!!...At last i m 17yrs old and its a unforgettable year with tragedies.. worries..Happiness..Joy...stress and all kind of emotions were shown in tis yr.. Even my Bdae was a very unforgettable one for me..I realli luv tis Bdae alot..

Ok..22 November 2008..the day i reach the 17yrs old mark!..The day started wif kols exactly at 12am and a 'cake-less' candle came to my room..mum brought a candle to my room and asked me to blow it..even though there wasn cake..it was realli sweet..I reall luv it.

Howeva..The day was borin..it was quite borin and i was bored all the way till Ahil gav me a kol askin me whether i wanna go see movie wif him..jaya and Vicki..I accepted immediately coz i badly wanted to see the movie Vaaranam Aayiram..Addin to the factor was the desire to step into a Theatre after a very very very very long time..More than 7yrs back!..

Dad bought me a Jeans last time which i still haven wear yet..It was nice and i had to agree to my mum tat Dad has a gd taste in chossing clothes..I decided to wear it and went to see the movie wif them..Upon reachin them..the 3 of them wished me and i was contented wif it..We went to watch the movie and i mus accept tat it was such a great movie..

Its one of the best movie i hav eva watched and i m realli realli impressed by it.. It was very emotional and almost made me and my frens cry but in the end we still enjoyed the movie..I will see the movie soon again..=)

My day ended as the movie ended but in the end..i did enjoy my Day and felt realli happi 2 be wished by many ppl..=)

Crush!!

Crush..

Ok..I hav jus discovered that i started to like some one but tat some one doesn't know me and i also dunno anythin abt her..Hahahaha..Stupid rite me??..But wat to do...haha..ok let me tell my story..

Last Wednesday...19/11/08..i had to go NUH for my dental..after the check up..i took the train at Dover MRT Station to go back home..Tats when i saw tis gal whu was leanin at the sides of the door..I stood opposite at her..Tat was when i noticed she look damn pretty..The attracting feature of her was..her sweet looking face..She looked extremely sweet wif innocence written all over her face..

She looked very shy to look around all the people from different walks of their life in the MRT..She then saw me and immediately drop her head down and started to look at my dirty Brown shoes..Her reaction was damn cute and her sweetness and innocence was realli makin me smile alot..

I can bet anyone she is a damn damn damn damn sweet gal wif damn gd charatcter and personality..

I started to admire her till i reach my destination.. While i leave..i smiled at her and she saw me and smiled back..I was damn Happi but then i knoe its jus a MRT crush..Hahaha..But even then..her face become fixed in my mind..and i am a person whu can nvr remember a person's face just after a 1st meetin..But her face was realli in my mind..Realli wished i had talk to her but then..too bad..it will be damn random to talk to a stranger all of a sudden..

However its jus tat i find her attractin in a way..but guys..i don luv her her or wat so eva..if i did tat..i shuld be chased around the place wif brooms!..

And ya..1 more thing to add..she is a Malay..Hahaha..but i saw smethin different in her..she isn't like the typical Singaporean teenager..she seemed damn well mannered and damn sweet..

I knoe tat all those readin tis post will be thinkin tat i shuld be beaten up for being so irritatin and brag about a gal whu i dunno at all but..tats wat they kol. wat "Crush can do"..

Hahaha...

Happi Bdae Sister!

SiSter & Mum!

My Dear Sister has become 16 years old officalli..18 November..Turning 16 year old is always a pleasant thing coz.......u r now able to watch NC16 movies..Hahahaha!...Jus a lame joke..actuallli..Turnin 16 marks the recognition of being an Young Adult..Tis is the age wher our parents would start to believe tat we are a little matured enuf to decide certain things..even some gals say tat when u trun to a 16year old..the sweet things will come to ur life..tats y sometime people sometime say "Sweet 16"..

Of my sister..hmm..wat 2 tell abt her..The most different and difficult character after my dad..she can be the typical Indian sister wher they like to irritate their siblings to the max and sometime help them when they are in trouble..My sister also follows the same tradition..Irritates me to the max but nvr scold me behind my back..ther r situations wher i almost killed her (but tat was many yrs back..)..i hav nvr regretted tat she is my sis since she is a great sister..and here is my message to my sister:

Always stay Happi and good..I can see tat u r trying to change alot and i realli appreciate the positive change in u..Gd work..Keep it up my Dear Sister..I wish u all the best for ur studies and i got the belief tat u did well in ur "N" Levels and will do very well for ur "O" Levels..Jus study well and make everone happi..Heck care the obstacles u face and fite against the intrusions in ur life..As ur Brother..i will be always ther when u need a helping hand or a comforting shoulder..And once again..

A Very Happi and Blessed Bdae!

Wif Love..

Ur retardic Brother..

Anand Raj=)

Happi Bdae Mummy!

My Dear Mummy..Luv u alotzzzzz!

Edited Version..

To my dearest Mummy..Happi 50th Bdae..

I am so lucki to have you as my Mummy whu dotes me so much and give me the best and support me always even when i m in the wrong..I will nvr get another Mum like u..who always brings the potential out of me..motivate me when i m down and encorage me when i struggle..There r other mothers who r out ther who does these things but u r my onli special 1..You struggled to bring me up..endurin all the sufferins..i will nvr 4get it..Sorry for my mistakes and i can gurantee u tat i will nvr be a bad son always will remain Loyal and ur favourite likeable son..

I dunno whether i will have another birth..but even in tat birth..i shuld be ur son..and i will be a better son..Luv u alot Mummy..



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My mum has reach the milestone!..Magical 50..16 November is my Angel's Birthdae..a Gurdian angel whu is holdin my hand leadin me in the path to success..I manage to wish her 1st even though my Sister keeps sayin tat she wished her 1st at the stroke of the midnite...but i followed the World Time and i am sure that i wished her 1st..But wateva it is.. i still wished her and i am happi abt it..She was happi to get Bdae wishes frm almost her whole Family in Malaysia..and i was happi 2 see her smilin whole day long..even though we didn celebrate or we children didn buy present for her..she jus expects the increasein luv frm us..and i m sure tat we 3 children wif her beloved husband made her happi showing our love..However..it still a Tradition to buy present for our beloved and i am gonna buy for my mum a fantastic present soon wif our everlasting luv..
Anyways..i wanna wish her again before i end tis post..

Happi Bdae Mummy!..
Luv U Alotzzzzzzzzz!!
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Mini Daymare!!

Ok Folks..i m back..after 4 days missin from bloggin..i m back again!

Comin to tis post..i wuld like to share the mini 'daymare' i experienced yesterdae..I would like it to call "daymare" as it didn take place at nite..haha..
(I knoe i am Lame..jus bear wif me ok..haha)


Ok..comin back to the topic..ya..i had to visit the dentist in NUH to fix my chipped off teeth..mayb i shuld call it more medically.I mean i went ther to fix my Fractured teeth..It was realli a painful experience for me..From the x-ray taking to the "checkin" mouth session..it was a painful procedure..in the end i went back home..shaken from such an painful treatment..

The most painful treatment was the mini 'Shock treatment' to my both fractured teeth..It was realli painful and jus jolted out from the dentist chair once the dentist use the 'Shock Treatment' on me..Addin on it was the usage of 'Ice treatment' on my both teeth to check the sensitivity..It increased the pain more..

And lastly it ended up wif some technical work in my mouth to check my gum..tat was extremely painful as it was realli unbearable when the sharp ends of the dentist's tool keep injurin my gums and teeth..its jus a wonder how i didn cry..coz damn painful..but my onli hope is tat..i knoe my teeth will be ok by the end of 2009..

Ok..bye..Faci starin at me oready..dun wanna get another D for tis module..hehe..And ya..i jus got some new nicks frm Emmeline..haha..

God of Retardness..
God of Childishness..
God of Lameness..

Hahaha.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Tried but still nt satisfied!

For the 1st time in my life history!..i stepped into a real gym today!..and i was realli scared by the equipments ther..Especialli the ppl ther..all the ppl ther were so big sized wif strong body..i was the onli ther wif such an undesirable body size ther..I look so tiny compared to them..all so uscular and big size..it was like..if they giv me a gd punch..u can see me in hospital wif a fractured arm!..tats the difference between them and me..

Actualli,i went wif ahil..As all my frens knoe..ahil has a strong passion for gymin and i was discussin wif him yesterdae on how i shuld be workin towards my target by the starting of my 2nd yr in Poly..and gymin was 1 of the main factor tat i need to consider..and even though i m a very weak person wif a very high tendency to giv up when i m in pain..i still decided to go to gym wif him..and it prove to be a hard task to follow him..i was lookin at him in awe as he went arnd the gym tryin out the equipments wif determination and confidence..He didn allow the pain to get the beta of him and i was realli hopin 2 be like him..but unfortunately i couldn..a little bit of pain forced me to jus giv up instantly..he tried his best to get the better of me but..sorry ahil..i couldn make it..

He still encouraged me and realli helped me alot..and i will try my best to endure the pain..i still gotta attend more of tis gym practices wif ahil to knoe the real hardwork behind it..my role model is Ahil and Pravin too and i will try my best to be like them..even though..it will take few yrs..but in the end..ther will b always a gd result and i will try my best till i achieve it!..

Changing still in progress!

Ought to die..but saved..scary!

Into Pulah Ubin!..


Coming into tis post,i m feelin beta and i hopin tat i will keep improvin my mood and return to the 'Lamer Anand' mode wif all the retardness restored back!..

Ok..lets return to tis post's topic..Actualli if u all keep up wif my posts,there is tis post on the Pulah Ubin tragedy for me lah..And tis post is the build up to it..

Actualli,my mum visited one of her fren whu is quite spiritualli inclined..As a matter of fact,while chit chattin..my mum tol her fren tat i had a fall at Pulah Ubin..And tis fren of hers after hearin my mum tellin my so-called accident..suddenli described the place i fell to my mum..It fitted exactly the description i gave my mum about the place i fell..then she said somethin really shockin tat my mum was realli shocked..

She say i ought to die ther itself..but the gd deeds tat my family deed wif the help of the strong worship of god in my hse saved me frm dyin!..

i honestly tell u tat i got so scared of wat her fren said..it jus simply means tat i shuld be dead now but stayin alive and now typin tis post!..to make the matter more worse..my mum said tat i smell of blood when i kissed her gd nite yesterdae nite..It was damn damn scary to hear tat frm her..especialli when its nite!..but i console myself tat the smell is because of the drying up of blood in my gums..but when i think of it..its scary!

However even when i m typin tis letters to make a post..my mind still filled wif our i jus escaped death!..Scary!!..smemore Dinmak was sayin tat his uncle said tat the place i fell had claimed some people's life...and i m lucki 2 escape wif minor injuries..

I m worried oready..need a break..so will meet u all soon wif next post..

Thanks tat i still alive today when i shuld hav died a long time ago!.

Stress...am i doin the rite thing or wrong thing???

Happi moments together..


Ok...i m back with my next post..i m extremely stress with how new events in my oready corrupted life takin place..i jus realized tat i m havin many probs with people nowdaes.. Howeva,i don think i m in the wrong at most case..but ther is tis person tat i wish i m still in ok terms wif her..i think she knoe whu she is..

I dunno whether i m unfair to her by not talkin to her because of somethin she isn really into..but the "External Factors" which i hate is with her and i m damn unsure of y the hell i m nt talkin to her..i jus don understand y the fuck i m behavin like tat towards her..

Concern?..or jus hate her external factors?..But whu m i 2 judge her?..
Nobody!......................

If i nt happi wif somethin tat is her wish..i shouldn be blamin her and stop talkin 2 her..but then..i m doin the opposite by blamin her and stopped talkin 2 her..

I jus dunno y i am like tat..she cared 4 me and i m nt repayin in a gd way..and yes..

I have DECIDED!..

I m gonna ask her Sorry for my kukuness and stupid blady weird feelins!!..

I m sorry Shantni...extremely sorry..u cared 4 me but i didn repay ur concern wif a positive behaviour..i dunno y i behave wif u in such way but then..i jus feel uncomfortable wif ur "External factors"..i hope tis kind of problems will nvr appear in our Journey to Everlasting Friendship..So r we frens Shantni??

The Blossomin Son and Dad Relationship..

A Family pic of us in Desaru..

I decideded not to talk about my lost teeth as almost everyone knoes abt it..Somemore talkin abt it makes me more stress..tats y i have decided to talk somethin tat makes me happi..I hav been recievin positive comments on my new appearance and i m lovin it..Almost everyone say i look better and i am changin for gd..

It shows tat i m in the rite path to reach my target tat i set myself by the end of next yr.. Actualli even though it was a bad week for me last week..there was a gd thing that took place in my Corrupted Lifestyle..And tat the enhancement in my relationship wif my dad.. As a teenaged son..the most common thing in our life would be the arguments wif our dad that is inevitable..And in my hse..we still keep up the culture of The "Son & Dad" clash..It is almost everydae wher i and my dad argue over certain things..He still think tat i m still a small kid whu need special attention everytime..His desire of me to stay away from Gangsters and Bad companies is reasonable..but then..the precautions he is takin to forbid me from goin to the Bad side of the world is realli too much..controlin a teenager isn an always a gd choice..and i sometime feel like slave..i always wanted a da whu will wrap his arms around u and talk stories wif me..but my dad wasn tat kind..always wif a menancin look..he never fail to terrify me when i was much younger..However..he is a changed man now...and his change makes me realli happi..

He manage to understand tat the world is rapidly changin and the cultures of teenagers are being modernized..Since he understand now..he saw the neccassity tat i oso need to be fashionable..And he brought me to Bugis and buy me a Jeans..Nice shoes..a cool bermudas and a more cooler tshirt..I luv them and thank my dad numerous times oready..

and as a son..i hav decided to do my duty by keepin my dad happi..I jus realized tat he have alot of desires..and i m gonna fulfil for him now..wateva he likes..i will try my best to buy for me..and i hav decided tat by my 17th Bdae which has 19 Days and 34mins exactly now to be reached..i will buy him his favourite shoe tat he is eyeing for a long time..tats the least i can do for my hardworkin dad whu took my words seriousli and changed to be a better dad..

I m proud of him..=)

The Ubin trip..a Jolly trip that ended in Tragedy!

A cool pic Before i reach Pulah Ubin...




The Soul(Anand) & Body(Shamira)..i owe alot..help me so much while i injured..

An injured me wif an injured Shan..

Still got alot of pics..100pics in total..but too many to put..will be uploaded in frenster soon..

While typing tis post..i m damn depress wif how the end to my identity came..it is a very heartbreakin incident for me wif blood..bruises and pain playin a part..

Fridae 31/10/2008...Halloween Day..my frens..Shan..Jeyan..Dinmak..Pavithra.. Shamira..ahil and me...went to Pulah Ubin to jus slack ther..The plan was to cycle all day long..Hav a fun day ther..but the curse on me start to work on me oready..I drop onto a rock while in the sea havin fun wif all..1st injury--Cuts on both my leg..and palms..and sole of my feet..However i m realli thankful to Shamira and Dinmak whu rush to me and help me..clearin the blood and helpin me to clean the wound..It was very painful as Seawater touched my exposed wounds..givin such a burnin Sensation..The next victim to get injured was Shan..2 cuts in her sole..followed by Ahil whu had a cut jus above his toe..

Then it was cyclin again wif some breaks for smokin and drinkin water..It was quite fun and everyone seem to enjoy even though it was quite tirin..It was nearin the time to leave and everyone started to cycle back to the bicycle shop to return the bike..Tats when tragedy struck on me..Ridin on the right lane on a downwards slope..jeyan was the 1st in front..followed by Ahil and shamira on the same lane whu were sharin the same bike..I was 3rd but on the left lane..while approachin a sharp bent..i shouted at ahil and shamira to keep their bike on the right lane while i still stayed on the left lane..tats when Jeyan's Bicycle brokedown..he lose control of his bicycle and it cut into my lane givin me no space..if i jus move forward and bang Jeyan..i may hurt Jeyan and may hurt Shamira and ahil whu were near us..So i decide to take the risk and ended up bangin into a tree and got flung out of the bike..droppin face 1st..tearin my chin..and in the process..breakin both my front two teeth..It chipped off..

Dinmak immediately throw his bike down and run to help me up..i felt alot of ants on my body wif the burnin sensation of the tears and bruises..

my tragedy ends here 4 now..

. ..to be continued in the next post...

Improvements in borin borin Holidaes!

Hello Everyone....i m back after so long..actualli i wanted to close down tis blog after i manage to figure out tat i have a rusty brain which doesn encourage me to blog..but Shan ask me to update and after seein her updates and her commitment to bloggin..i thought of continuin wif me posts!!..hahaha..So the credit goes to Shantni for inspirin me to blog.. Hahahahaha...

Ok..comin tis entry..i decided to thank few ppl 4 the positive change in me..Firstly Vani..she was the one whu kept askin me to change..the way i am..the way i look.. basically my appearance lah..She suggest and suggest..i decided to change a little but i wasn totalli involve in it as i didn like to change myself..after tat i got the weird dream which i oready mention in my 2nd post..few ppl tat i wanted to thank is Shamira for involuntarily givin me a 'wake up' call..then ahil..pravin...Jeyan..dinmak whu were willin to help in my process of changin..vicnes 4 givin his opinion..even though jaya and muhes dunno my plans yet..i m sure they will support me...i oso wanna thank all those whu gav positive replies on my new appeareance..haha..but don accept for very long buddies...it wont last tat very long i guess..hahaha..

Anyway..i wanna finish off this post by cursin how borin the holidaes are..I knoe it is jus a 1 week holidae for me..but i didn accept it to be so borin until my onli form entertainment durin the afternoons is psp..I play so much of Fifa08 until i turn to an anti-psp supporter after gettin tired of it..However the onli positive that i am lookin forward is the Pulah Ubin trip wif my frens..its gonna be realli fun i guess..And Jeyan is takin care of me while i will take care of Shan..Hahaha..ok..tats a long post..i go sleep 1st..i am starting to look like a drunkard jus back home after many hrs of drinkin!...byeeeeeeeeeeee 4 now guys!

P.S for Shantni..I updated my blog oready..hahahaha...

Gd ppl = Lesser time in earth?..

Yes....i m back again!!..

Actualli...during the second breakout today..Jeyan..Pravin(MaMa Nigger)..Jaya..Vicnes.. and i were drinkin under a blk..Tat was when Pravin took out a cigarette..i was shocked.. jus after a drinkin..how the hell is he gonna smoke?..wont it affect ur health alot..even i started to regret y i drink after jeyan made me feel tipsy when he ask me 2 shake my head jus after drinkin..it made me feel a little dizzy and after a while i jus went blur..

Okok..coming back to the Mama Nigger!!..i was realli shoked when he started to smoke wif jeyan..i asked him to stop..since he jus drink and started to smoke immediately..onli at the start of the break..jaya was tellin how muhes spit out blood while smokin at nite..i didn wan my frens to get stupid diseases!!..Tats when...

Pravin said.."Dei mike..god luvs gd ppl da..tats y he bring them back 2 heaven as soon as possible coz he don wan gd ppl to commit many sins while they r in earth..the lesser they stay in earth..the lesser sins they do.."..Even though i was a little kabra coz of the post-drinkin session at tat moment..i manage to get his point..true too!..gd ppl don live in earth tat very long..

A moment of Fact from a drunk man?..haha..but wateva it was..Pravin said smethin tat it is a truth..and in tis case i accept wif tat "Springy Mama Nigger"...hahahahaha..

oK..tired after writin a long post..i wanna rest!!..byeeeeeeeeeeee!!

When boredom strikes!

Actualli i m writin tis entry coz i m bored..

Already bored cursin myself for being like this..Anand will nvr change!..stupid noob!But ya..i m changin..and i m takin the effort..almost all my frens knoe wats my plan by the end of 2nd yr which is still a long way to go..but they r willing to help me and i m so grateful to them..

Aiyah..jus realized tat my grades are sucking to the core!!..onli 1 A in so many weeks of lesson..Actualli i gotta blame myself for my own wrongs..actualli skippin 3rd metin was fun when we thought of the fun my frens and i gonna have in the library...Playin RISK!!..When oswind join us tats it..the fun increaes..he is a damn clever fella whu jus can win the game so easily!.. But thanks to oswind..muhes get addicted to RISK!...soooooooooo fun to be in the library sittin at our "so-called" port and hahahaha..it is so fun to see how muhes..jaya..jeyan..vicnes wuld shout "fuck u".."bitch".."slut".."pussy boi" at each other..i m so lucki to hav a very funny lot of Broz!..hahaha..enjoyin wif them is the best thing tat i luv..

Our RISK company includes:
Shal..
Rubini..
Muhes..
Jaya..
Jeyan..
Oswind..
Vicnes..
Dinmak (smetimes)..
and of coz me!!...

long enuf..i go sleep!..tired oready!

Workin towards a dream

YeS..I m back wif my 2nd post in my blog oready..hmm..its a sunny afternoon with the time oready 3:40pm..sch gonna finish soon..and i wuld be soon in the library at our usual place with my frens!..and ya..we have recruited 1 more person officially in our grp!..

Shantni!!..haha...we have increased to 11 people!..our circle of frens increasing..happi news!...

Actualli..my purpose 4 today to post tis entry is because..i m lazy and not listenin to the female faci whu shuld be cursin at me for not listenin to her..so i decided to engage myself into somethin and i thought of talkin some crap..

Actualli..few days back..i had tis weird dream..it is abt me meeting my clone!!..haha..weird!.. However,my clone was good lookin..strong and very rich..i dreamt tat i saw him under a void deck wif a beautiful girl sittin beside him..i was shocked how he looked totalli opposite frm me..i was abt to talk to him when i open my eyes and saw my mum ther looking pissed off at me after numerous failed attempts in waking me up..it was a very nice dream for me even though it was seem short..

tat day itself..in the evenin i was chattin wif shamira..then she was tellin me how she saw my fren Kavipriya's twin sister..and how it was so coincidental that there were movies of twins in the television..I tol my dream to her and she said tat it is jus a dream..Tat was like a wake up call for me..

y not i work towards the dream?...i asked myself and i vowed shamira tat i will be like my dream "twin"...but after some months..and from today..i m gonna start workin towards it..

Its confirmed!!...i will fit the 3 categories by the end of my Poly Life..

Looks..Strength..Wealth!!..i vow!!

The younger version of Mr.Ganansen!

Yes at last i created my own blog!!..yahoooooo!!..
Actualli i have 2 thank my frens mell..dinmak..jeyan whu gave me the idea to creat a blog..
Hope bloggin isn that bad as my School's Reflection Journal..haha..
So ya..1st entry must be a intro rite??..tats wat i get to know frm my frens' blogs..Their 1st entry is usualli an intro of them..so i m gonna follow that same old trend of starting off my blog with an intro of me..

The time in my laptop shows that it is 1:34pm..i am aiming to finish my 1st entry by 2pm hopefulli..hope i nt so slow!..hehe..Hmm..Quietly sittin in a room wifout anyone..wearing a yellow tshirt and yellow shorts and lookin like a overgrown banana is tis guy called Anand Raj..aged 17..i m oready considered old enuf to know when to bath..but i m still here sittin in front of the laptop stinkin alot..tats jus a small intro..

hmm..i look like a retard..tats wat everyone around me says so..graduatin from a nearby primary school,i went to a secondary school in yishun which i realli regretted at 1st..But now i wanna go back to my secondary school..tats the best thing tat have happen to me.. realli gotta knoe many people and i nvr imagine tat a noob like me can get into a group known as HaVoC BroZ!..hahaha..realli luv everyone ther..however i m in Republic Poly now..still figuring out why they are teaching 5 useless modules not related to my diploma course..

A person whu can be stoned for not watchin english movie and giv lame reason such as i m an indian and i don't watch other language movies nor hear other language songs..But tats wat i m..ANAND RAJ!

Born as an 1st son to Mr.Ganasen & Mdm.Ilavenil..many have commented tat i am a younger version of my dad..I sometime hate when people say tat since it shows tat i am "Ganasen son:Anand Raj"..i wan people to knoe me and my dad as "Anand's dad:Ganasen"..A dedicated mummy's boy..and the poor elder brother of 2 irritatin siblings..a sister and a brother..

hmm...i think its quite long enuf..a very long intro of me oready..if i wriet somemore..it will be sure crap..

so sure to catch up wif u all soon..

Don 4get to catch the next eposide of the NoObYeMo...